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once again. they came to me whit telling me how sorry they are. how bad they feld for hurting me. after i trust them and called them my friends. my lovers. my camaradas. my family. i get betray. lie. cheat on. laught at. but as soon as they see things are not so easy whit out me helping. or at less giving a hand. or what ever. it always has to be me who forgive them and forget the matter huh?



fuck that!!! fuck it. i am tierd of this bullshit people is pulling around me. i give them a fucking inch. they whant to take the mile. and then for what? what happened when it was me who mess up? it get trow at my face over and over as i was apologiesing. feeling gulty. something i have never felt before. since i care for so little fucking people.



but this is enough. you guys did not liked the good version of me? you guys complained i was to cold and mercyless. so i deside to try for you? i guess it was my fould since i lisent to you all.



some one told me once. "we just deal whit the problems we whant" and right now. none of you seem inportant enough to put my life and sanity on the line. this is how is gonna roll.



you care about me? you whant to stay around? then you come to me.



you think i am been mean or unfair. fuck you. since you have not been exacly an angel.



you do not like how i handle my life? the door is big enough for you. get out.



prove to me that you are worth of my atention and favor. and then we will talk. cuz so far. just my niece, Soluna and my House are who i will lisent. all of you other. you know who you are. get moving. or get out.

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RaineyLustfulBites
16:36 Apr 11 2009

I know that feels sir *hugs*

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I am tierd of putting up whit this shit. people thinking they can fucking lie to me and smile at my face. i am tierd of taking care of people who just do not whant totake care of them self!!! of having the people closest to me lieing and not trust in me.



it no way that i am gonna fucking beg them to let them keep them safe. to let me safe them.



in no way i am gonna take actitude from no one either. if you do not like the way i manage my self. the way i whant to take care of you or deside to behave my self. then get the fuck out of my life!!!!



i am just tierd of people bringing drama to me. i all ready have more then enought, like to be dealing whit inmature people who either need to be babe sitter or keep a leash on.



i am tierd to see my loved onces fall apart and not been able to do shit since they do not trust me enought to let them help them.



i am tierd of people giving me actitude when they deside to be around me. and know my damn nature.



i dont know what to do any more. i just done.